Thursday, August 4, 2005

I broke my promise & resumed blogging...

I resisted myself fm blogging out of self-discipline. Blogging is not reflected on my timetable, so I suspended my blogging activities (dun even hav time 2 review all d new hindi movies I've been watching!).  Ppl has been msg-ing me 2 tel me miss me terribly...I noe peeps, but wat can I do?  I chose 2 complete my education, so I shall bear wif the consequences of juggling work & study, ie. lack of time & no social life!  But, I'll not give up, not especially wen I'm oredi near the end of my journey.  I shall sing : Haste haste, katt jaye raste, zindagi yuhi chalte rahe..


I'm 2 weeks away from the completion of my final graduation project (Insyallah), well, at least dat's wat I see on my timetable.  Since I suffered from fatigue in early Jul, tks 2 almost a mth of non-stop functioning w/o any breaks.  9 hrs in office, 6 hrs in my rm (working on my project) daily on wkdays & 15 hrs in my rm (working on my project) on wkends.  The only breaks I take are, toilet breaks, meal breaks, prayer breaks & abt 4hrs of sleep during wkdays & 6hrs during wkends.  Why, u're asking? Bcoz..I was 2 wks behind schedule!  Oh, I happen 2b a perfectionist, who is so organised & stick 2 a goal-planner religiously.  Result: My body refused 2 function!  I lay asleep, unable 2 get out of bed for a solid 20hrs on Sun, 9 Jul (yes Haslinah, the following day after u came by my place 2 give me ur opinion on my project to-date, over pizza on d hse!)!  Dat replaced all my lost sleeps.  Since den, I decided 2 take it ez.


I learnt 2 stick 2 my timetable, but live a normal life at the same time.  I take my well-deserved breaks & watch TV/DVD (2 a pt my breaks were more often den my working on my project!)..heeheehee..but my work progressed, nvrtheless.  I'm near completion..but 2day, I'm juz not in the mood 2 do any work.  So I decided 2 update my blog.  Hopefully, dis will bring a smile 2 all dos who's been missing me genuinely.  I miss u too.  And I promise we'll chill out once I submit my project.  I'll spend a day wif each & every1 of u!


Things @ work has been lousy since I changed boss (Mgr) in Mar 05 (for the dunno how many times..4th time..in 2 yrs?)  I can't seem 2 see eye-to-eye wif dis new boss.  I think our characters clashed!  On top of dat, der was a Snr Mgr above her, which is on almost everybody's hate list.  Unfortunately, dis Snr Mgr shares my b'day (but not d yr, as she's 40++).  My Mgr is pregnant, anytime can go, & I've been living everyday of my life in office since d past couple of mths deceiving myself dat it cld b due 2 her natal blues (1st born, u see)!  Imagine going 2 office everyday, hating ur boss' face.  Dreadful!  She has nvr failed 2 make me feel dat I'm a lousy staff.  No one has made me feel so stupid.  I'm sure I'm getting a horrible review in my coming mid-yr appraisal!  But oh hell...who cares!  I'm getting my income monthly on the 12th of evry mth w/o fail...so Alhamdulillah!


I'm dying 2 go 4 Asha Bhosle's concert (on 13 Aug).  I'm not in2 singers' concerts, I ony go 4 the actors/actresses concerts, s dey r more entertaining...but I love Asha Bhosle!!  Still, altho I wanna quickly complete my project, or I see no harm in taking a 1-day break, I juz can't bring myself 2 give pleasure a priority over my commitments!  I'm a true believer of "suffer d lil hardship 2day & den sit back & njoy d gd life 2moro".


Since I last blogged & since I've decided 2 take it ez...


I've watched Waqt, Mr & Mrs Smith, Aitraaz, Kyun..Ho Gaya Na, Charlie's Angels: Full Throttle, Bunty Aur Babli, Yakeen & Paheli.  My father-in-law Amitabh Bachchan is in almost every movie released in Bollywood.  He's richer den my darling (Abhishek!)  But Abhishek is not doing too bad either, his few films are gd.  Looking 4ward 2 watching Dus dis wkend.


I've been able 2 take time out 2 bring mom out (at least 4 marketing or juz "pasar malam").  Last Sun (31 Jul), mom even successfully coaxed me 2 go BIG Safe Superstore @ Harbourfront (wif Bro, who wanted 2 check the sale), after which, since we were getting down @ Outram, bro decided 2 show us his office, wc we fondly refers 2 as his "2nd home" since he spends more time der den @ home!  It's nice..@ least we get 2 see dat he's in safe & gd hands & as the blood runs in our family, his supervisor testified dat he's a dilligent worker (dat makes all 5 of us share 1 thing in common - dedication 2 our job, & no hanky panky!).  The evening b4 (Sat, 30 Jul), I went out 4 a quick dinner wif Sis (her b'day treat, 3 days belated).  Dis time a quick one @ Tampines as I've no time, after wc on our way back, we went scouting 4 bro's desk lamps wc he needed 4 his toy-shoot.  Got it cheap, as needed.


Dat reminds me, he's probably uploaded d pics on his portfolio-cum-blog, wc I've yet 2 check out 4 a while. Muz see, coz afterall, it's a result of my CREATIVE PC-CAM ... not bad u noe, 4 a cheapo camera, came in handy 4 my bro 2 fulfill his wish.  Ok ok ...gotta check it out...ciaozzzz...

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

DATE: 08/07/2005 07:04:54 PM
hi dear nice to see you blogging once again...miss your blogs more than you ...LOL juz kidding babe

M@DHUR! said...

DATE: 08/08/2005 06:03:24 AM
Hi Habibi Liyah
I had u in mind when I resumed blogging..sure u'd be the happiest being on earth!