Work stress once again...

2b extremely honest, if u've only been seeing rubbish on my blog...it's only coz I've been too stressed & bz wif work that by the time I come home, I'm in no mood 2 talk abt anything.  So I come home & do some soul-searching, discovering myself...the results of which are all those personality test results I've been posting!

Ok, I can't harbour it anymore...so I btr let it out b4 I go insane!  I'm not happy wif my work life...wateva I'm doing & however my work life is shaping is just unhealthy!!  I'm working more than I'm @ home...& that includes not taking a break, not even 4 lunch (Nikky's ready to kill me!)...so wat I'm doing is FAST...so that I don't feel like I'm not breaking 4 lunch.  But then agn, working tru lunch, but still not going home early...SUCKS!!  Big time!

I'm very fedup with this organisation called the Airport Police (AP).  Stupid division filled wif rude ppl.  What makes it sadder is these rude ppl are my fellow muslims!   AP knows what their problem is (lack of manpower VS overwhelming demand to screen 1000+ names daily) but they're just not doing anything abt it since the past 2-3 yrs!!!  To make things worse, my boss doesn't care that we're not getting the supposed cooperation from AP 2 screen the names of contractors who's supposed 2 go into the Budget Terminal (BT) to set up the shops there.  All they care abt is renovation works must stop by the 10th (Fri)...ok, at least by the 13th, coz CAAS is having an open-house for BT for members of the public!!!  Who the hell ask them to organize it on the 15th when the BT is operational only on the 26th!!  If they do the open-house on the 20-something, I'm sure no one will face any problem or stress right now!

What's bugging me is the fact that it's we - the operational staff - who are suffering & running like mad dealing wif all these nonsense.  The mgrs just sit at their desk & demand "I don't care ah..10th ah..all renovation must complete ah.."!! Go 2 hell la #%$@#&!! 

I'm so glad I've only 1/2 more day 2 work.  Tomorrow morning I've my eye-appt @ SNEC (follow-up after 6mths since my eye-allergy) which has been rescheduled for the 3rd time, originally 17 Feb, I reschedule to 3 Mar, then reschedule to 8 Mar.  Actually, I didn't feel like going, wen I'm so bogged down in office.  But when I think of all the nonsense @ work, I think it's best I don't sacrifice my well-being for work.  Not worth it!!  I'm not paid that much 4 me 2 die for work!  Even better, I'll be on course @ IPAM (Buona Vista) on Thurs & Fri...oso a result of 3rd time rescheduled by IPAM.  From Dec to Feb to finally Mar!!  On Thurs, after course, will head to Changi Rd for my 2nd laser treatment 4 my face.

So u see, after 2moro afternoon, I'll only be back 2 office on Mon!!  So glad I don't have to face shit in office...esp the dealing wif uncooperative imbeciles from AP, being at their mercy!!  I wish I cld just go 2 AP Division & resolve the problem once & for all!!

Sat itinerary: Sending my "baby" for it's final (10,000km) servicing, altho it's still 8,500km...but it's 2 mths past the 1yr mark & it's in desperate need 2b refreshed or it's health will be affected sooner or later.  After that, going 2 visit granny (pay day mah..so normal mthly routine once pay day).

Sun itinerary: 3rd laser treatment.

Mon itinerary: Back 2 work!?  Already!? Yikes!!!  How fast time flies!