I cried myself to sleep last night...

...& I've been staring at this blank screen for the last 5 mins...not knowing what to write...

...coz there's something that's killing me from inside...but I cant share it coz it's not abt me. 

But it affects me as I'm a v. sensitive person.  V. emotional.  An idealist...& being too idealistic can be bad at times.

I cried myself to sleep last night...and damn, I dont know how many more nights I'll be crying myself to sleep!  I dont know how not to cry myself to sleep...so I dread going to sleep.  Mayb will watch DVD till I feel sleepy enuf & sleep naturally.