I swear I have my reasons!
First & foremost, I'm sick of spending 1hr penning dwn my thoughts/feelings/views...only to have it wiped off right in front of my eyes in a split of a second...at 1 wrong click of a button!! I juz nvr learn my lesson...always take lil things for granted...thinking I'll be v. careful...I'll make it quick...I'm almost done...juz so I can quickly type & post...no need to save draft.
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As I was saying....I really got pissed when I typed a whole long entry abt Zee Cinestars...abt how happy & excited I was waiting for 17 Mar for the GRAND FINALE...to see Sabina (ahermm) wins & become the nxt cinestar. My fave contestant from day 1...well...not really day 1...coz she was a wildcard entrant who came halfway tru the show & took everyone's breath away. Since Sabina incidentally is one of the many names I'm being called...I take pride in the existence of Sabina (pretending that it's me...wait till u find out who's her fave actress!) in the show, much to the cannot-tolerate attitude of my mom & Sis. Only 1 person stay supportive. Amsyar. That's coz he smiles & laughs at everything u say!!! He doesn't even know what shit I'm talking abt when I keep telling him "Am Am Am...be nice to Maasi ok...Maasi's gonna be the nxt Zee Cinestar!"...& he'll start his "grrg-grrg-grrg" chuckles!
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The GRAND FINALE juz ended....it was a pleasure watching the show bcoz after so long, I finally get to see the ones I've been banking on to win really win!! Of coz, the ones who didn't win I liked them too, so even if they win, I wldn't dislike them, but it'll juz reaffirm my view that such shows are RIGGED! Thank God no such thing happened...so RIGGED or NOT RIGGED, I'm happy Sabina (ahermm) & Piyush(also a wildcard entrant together wif Sabina) won although my choice was Raj, another wildcard entrant. Ok...if u're wondering what's wif all these wildcard entrant...there were 4 who came midway. 2 boys & 2 gals. The ones who stole everyone's breath away right from their 1st performance was Sabina & Raj. What Raj had which Piyush lacked was superb dancing!! What Piyush had which Raj lacked was...a manly to-die-for voice!
Incidentally, last yr's winners Sarvar Ahuja & Aditi Sharma (both wasn't my choice...my actual choice came 2nd both for male & female...disappointing!!) will have their launch movie Khanna & Iyer releasing end of March. Let's see if they manage to do India proud....
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Zee Cinestars is over...now I'll moving on to SONY...Indian Idol is coming up soon. Liyah & I will bz choosing our nxt idol...hopefully we don't get pissed watching the ones we like (and the real talented one like Amey Date) gets booted out & the lousy ones stays in!
That's TV front...work front...lost my cool in Feb 07 after not hearing from HR abt my request for upgrade...so I went to UNION (wanted to take up a case against them)...UNION didn't really impress me...but it did help to speed things up. In just 1 wk...HR kelam kabut called me for interview (altho it wasn't needed since I'm existing staff...but they wanted to cover their pantatz)...which obviously had 2b successful! They emailed me to say they were gonna upgrade me to Div II (I'm currently Div III) wef 1 Mar. After that, no ltr...2 wks later, got a call from HR (whoa...now they scared to keep me in the dark...late a bit, will email or call...hehehe)...they told me they noticed from my record that my increment mth is Apr. So if they upgrade me in Mar, I rugi my increment (which is just abt $55!). But hell ... rather than losing that & getting a $55 raise...I might as well take the $55 increment for my current post since I've worked a whole 1 yr...and then get upgraded from the new pay...so total will be $110 extra pay from Apr 07 onwards! Cool! So bcoz they so sweet to think of my long term benefit, I "forgive" them & decided to drop the case...My heart tells me not to be greedy lest it'll backfire on me. Allah muz have HIS reasons for making me get what I deserve tru the hard way. Shall have my revenge in some other ways, Insyallah!
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Sian ok...I've wasted like 2 mins juz saving drafts ocassionally! Anyways, that's work front...
Home front hasn't been gd for some personal reasons which can't be shared here. What I can share is...Amsyar's growing up well Alhamdulillah...naughty & intelligent (takes after Maasi!!)...what's unbearable is his stubbornness...always wants his way (but not getting it anyways). He's very sturdy for a 6-mth old...coz we train him 2b strong & rugged. He's almost walking (already running in the air)...got a "peet-peet" Barney sandal to motivate him to walk also. To walk forward that is...coz right now...he takes his step in reverse mode. No wonder he's v. fascinated by the reverse-sensor sound in the car!!! He gets excited at the sound of it as though someone's cootchie-cooing him!! Cartoon la he!
It's been a wonderfully blessed 6 mths...till he fell sick for the 1st time. After his 6th-month jab, he wasn't feeling too well...not drinking/eating well & kept vomiting after every feed. I was showered by his vomit TWICE! 1st time we had to actually sms Sis to tell his condition & ask if she'd like to take him to the Dr or want us to monitor him. Of coz, Sis being a paranoid 1st-time Mom rushed hm from sch to take his son to Dr. I babysit him 1st (sms-ed boss to say wil be delayed) while Mom bathed & got ready while Sis drives back from sch. I feel sad when I see him vomit...realy vomited like how adult vomits!! The sound, the look. Poor him. Luckily, we're quite attuned to the sound he makes as a signal he's abt to vomit. When his breathing is loud & he makes a funny "hiccup" sound, we'll be ready to turn him on a safe zone to vomit...away from our body or the mattress. Haha. Not bad ah this boy...even give signal b4 vomiting. After he vomits, he'll be so quiet (altho we don't scold him & encourage him to vomit he seems to bear some guilt for causing the inconvenience to us). When he's quiet...I look forward to hear his mischief screams. When he starts screaming & wakes ppl up as early as 6am...I'll tell Sis "The siren has started agn, hero's well now!!" Urrgghhh!!
He came to airport on Thurs...almost my lunch time...so we (Mom, Sis & I) lunched together @ House of Sundanese...after I intro Amsyar to my office. My colleagues were so delighted to see him LIVE...been seeing him on photos & videos...finally seeing him LIVE in action! Oh...wait eh...been a while already...need to do something...
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Oookayyyy...how can I forget...the only reason y I came back here was bcoz I can't help but wanna share this: U know, Amsyar sleeps in between 2 ladies. On his right is Nani-ma & on his left is his Mama. Mama wil be on a mattress & Nani-ma & baby wil be on a sofa bed, which is abt 2" higher than the mattress. As I mentioned b4, Amsyar's into turning on his tummy & he's beginning to crawl...rather...wriggle like a snail. So like any normal nights...all 3 of them were sleeping in the living rm last nite. Except, Maasi was battling insomnia in her rm...not sleeping @ 2am! Finished catching up on ppl's blogs, I decided to call it a day...went out of my rm to go to toilet b4 going to bed. As usual, I'll check if Amsyar's sleeping ok (breathing or not etc. I know it's wacko, but I can't help it...babies can't tell u if they're having troubles u see). Usually if I see some movement, I know he's alright. Plus he's been down wif fever since Fri night, so all the more he's cranky. I opened the door...Sis at the edge of her mattress...mom at the other end - the head of the sofa bed...In the middle...wei!??! Harlow?!? Where's the kid??! In that darkness...I squint my eyes to search for him...guess where I saw him!?!? Lying on his tummy...head up like a lizard...next to his Mama's feet!! I wonder if he was trying to demonstrate his interpretation of 'syurga di bawah telapak kaki ibu'...but he has actually turned on his tummy, wriggled his way dwn the sofa bed onto the mattress 2" below & further wriggled himself 180 degrees. Yet 2 adults on each side didn't realize it!! I dunno how long he's been up to it! Fancy him in play mode @ 2am...alone in the dark! Sheesh...he's short of wriggling his way dwn the mattress. Usually I check & make sure every corners of the mattress have cushions to protect in case he makes a stunt dwn...Interestingly, yest, Mom muz be so tired & stressed...she didn't protect the floor wif cushion. I went out & got a shock of my life seeing how far he has reached from where he was sleeping...I went up the sofa bed, tapped Mom once but she didn't wake up...I called out softly to Amsyar so as not to frighten him...asking him "What r u doing?!?! Where on earth do u think u're going, it's 2am!!" He lifted his head to look at me & gave a blur look (as tho he didn't realise he was sleepwalking!)...I tapped Mom another time & when I told her Amsyar "dah merayap"...she almost jumped...shocked that even my Sis didn't realise her son has crawled dwn to her mattress & "walked" all the way to her feet! Sis can wake up & laugh at her son...giving a name to what he juz did - "SLEEPCRAWLING"! Mom's not too pleased wif Amsyar...coz now he's big enuf & is going "jalan-jalan" on his own w/o her! Gosh...they can make a joke out of the situation!
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Went to check on the li'l cartoon...doing alright. Juz restless. Tossing & turning. He went amok agn today...he hasn't done that since 2 mths! Back to his old habits of cranky & cries for no reason everytime he wants to sleep. Oh & he adores TWEETY...whom he knows as Bubu Tweety. Once he can talk, I'll have to stop this Bubu Tweety crap lest he'll call out Bubu Tweety when he sees Tweety in public places. Mati gua! Wil be a laughing stock!
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What else eh!?? Was hoping to go Genting for a holiday during the Zee Cine Awards '07...wil be cool...go holiday to a place where there'll be Bollywood atmosphere everywhere I go...Bollywood music, posters...juz my kinda lifestyle! When I saw the teaser ads on Zee TV, I told Mom "Ma! Our nxt holiday wil be Genting & it's not gonna be in Dec"...at that time I didn't know when it's gonna be held. Last wk, I got a mailer that Changi Airport Recreation Club organised a 3D/2N trip to Genting on 26-28 May (altho I was pretty sure ZCA's bound 2b in Mar/Apr)...Mom & I was on for it...but hell...on Fri night I find out that ZCA is gonna be held on 1 Apr...April Fool's betul la! I can't go end Mar/early Apr. Mom might not be avail to join me as it's not sch holiday so Sis needs her to look after Amsyar...plus it's peak period @ work! Bingit ah. So near yet so far.
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Dah la tu...cukup la...aren't u bored of reading already?!?!
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