...it only means I'm goddamn B-O-R-E-D! I'm in no mood to blog...but my fingers refuse to stop functioning...so I've to find things to do. 
Since my hp is just in front of my eyes, I decided to snap pics of my PC (Look who's stuck inside my PC!)...my desk...my mess (Looks gd on pic, altho it's an eyesore for a perfectionist like me!)...
MESS...hmmm, that reminds me of a topic in itself!
2 yrs ago, I got realy sick (to the core) of being neat & tidy...seeing ppl live happily in messiness & untidiness, I was craving for such a life so that I'd be normal. So I decided to put myself into rehab. To live as messy & untidy as possible...for as long as I can bear it.
T-O-U-G-H
1st task: Leave non-letters in the mailbox...JUST THERE! Let it accumulate. Initially, I used to stack it nicely, like on a desk, then I decided, that's against the rule. So I mess it up agn! I beared wif it for so long & started to get used to & enjoying the sight...when Mom cleared it accidentally once. That night, I came home, stare at her with a sulk on my face...she laughed "Sorry, Mama lupa!" She even knew what that face was all abt! She's guilty. Hehe.
2nd task: Decided not to arrange the stuff on my desk. I started throwing things there...instead of where it belongs. Usually there's a pattern. Once I'm home, I'll unpack my bag (take out my purse, keys, hp) & stuff the bag inside the wardrobe (top compartment is for bags)...and keep the purse, keys & hp on my bed's side table neatly arranged.
Rehab program: STOP ALL THAT! Now, I juz leave it on the desk coz, WTH, I'm gonna use it tomoro! Still not q. recovered from my obsessive-compulsive-clean/neat/tidy-freak-syndrome...coz, come Fri, I'll auto keep the bag in the wardrobe coz I wont need it till Mon! Need improvement. My desk did bcome an eyesore the 1st few mths...totally unbearable, so I kept arranging the things on my desk every wkend. Now I'm fine wif it.
3rd task: To leave the clothes in my wardrobe in a ransacked condition. FAILED like hell. Still as organised as ever. I remember when I was younger & sharing rm wif Sis, my youngest & fave. aunt, Makni, came over during Eid...and tompang solat in the rm...I happen to open the cupboard to take telekong for her..., she saw the contents & remarked "Yg teratur ni mesti Ina punya!" [this neat compartment sure 2b yours!]. Gd guess! Now u know y Sis & I cant meet eye-to-eye?! Personality clash. Total opposites. (always a case of Her Bad Vs My Good...wont deny, there's My Bad Vs Her Gd too.) I tried to rummage my clothes in the wardrobe. But I end up getting pissed trying to find clothes to bring wif me when I go for my bath. So I end up re-arranging the clothes back into its proper segments. Even the hanging clothes/tudungs are arranged according to type of wear (for clothes), & colours (for tudungs). Sigh. Nothing has changed. FAIL. To be re-admitted.
Now...the only reason why I'm bored & mad is I've still not received my PB ltr!! It's been signed on Mon afternoon (we all know coz during this period, we always keep a lookout of HR person coming down to the office carrying an envelope...coz we know what's inside!). Unfortunately, our Division's Head is on course yesterday & today! The envelope with our PB ltrs have arrived, but it's stuck in her office! It's not helping that almost all other Divisions hav received their ltrs!! If she comes tomoro & makes time to give us, we'll get it tomoro, otherwise, Fri...which is pointless already since we're getting the $$$$ by Fri night already!! I want to know how much I'm getting coz I'm on strike...certainly not expecting an increase altho I shld, since my job increased by 3-folds over the last 12 mths! But if they dare reduce my PB, then my output & quality of the output will be reduced correspondingly for this year. So until I get to see my ltr, I'm not doing much work! Officially on strike (no govt. some more!!).
Shit! Migraine's knocking. So I btr go to bed...coz waking up @ 5.30am to sahur. Mayb after that wont sleep back, wil go office earlier than usual, so wil be the 1st to get the ltr (as if!). Crapping la. Actualy so I can go back earlier & not rush for buka...hehe!
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