1 month later...

Yes yes...I'm still alive...thank u!

I know I've been MIA for 1 mth already.  Health's been down, as per my last entry.  Work's been piling & stressing.  I'm giving charity to Starhub by paying for an unlimited internet access but I've not come online for almost 1 mth now.  And when I do, it's nvr more than 1hr on those few ocassions, just to surf/check something online or do internet banking.

Dad got the viral fever. :-(

He refuses to see a Doc & still went to work. So no one's pitying him.  We've told him to stop whining to us.  It's tough trying to separate Amsyar from him.  He cries if Nana doesn't carry him.

Bro's started coughing too it seems, but I'm not sure if he's got the virus.  Dad la, stubborn!  He's contaminating the hse with his virus by not taking antibiotics.

I finally motivated myself to housekeep my hp  & camera by uploading pictures (mostly of Amsyar) on my PC & online album last nite. Still lazy to upload videos though.  Tonnes of them!!  And Shazadi has told me to start dusting my blog today...it's pretty dusty & cobwebs are appearing!

Amsyar's been extremely a handful now that he's turning 9 mths soon.  U know that dangerous age where he's crawling like a cockroach & when we stand him or when he's in his walker, his hands will reach out for whatever is within reach & pull it down.  Sigh.  I've been making noise abt these pair of big white ceramic vase which we got from JB more than a decade ago.  I told Mom "I don't care if Amsyar breaks his head but that vase btr not break!" Hehe.  U all know I don't mean it when I say I don't care abt Amsyar (it's the way we talk @ home!)...but I'm DEAD SERIOUS abt the safety of those vases!!!   Sentimental value ok.  So Mom has relocated it to be away from his reach.  Oh, he's still doing head-banging...so it's so difficult, u can't leave him on his own whenever he crawls down from his mattress coz u nvr know when he's gonna bang his head on the ceramic floor tile! He turns on his back very fast & hard too, sooo...u'll find him wailing!  But I try to discipline him by telling him that it's his fault, we've told him so many times not to do it so if he still wanna do it, then don't cry...funny thing...when u lift him...he stops crying & starts ga-ga-ing & jumping.  Told ya! He's a drama king!!

I didn't get to play wif him this morning...and as per my usual dialogue "Maasi will try to come back early & we'll play ok?"...but I'll end up coming hm arnd 7-ish (after maghrib) & he'd be asleep already.  So today, I was planning to leave by 7pm at the latest...but @ 6pm, I got a msg from Shazadi that she's coming down to airport to send her parents off arnd 7-ish.  She was quite sad that her dream of mtg Madhuri at the airport was dashed as I was going hm already when she was just at Kembangan only arnd 7pm.  So I tol her "keep dreaming, it may juz come true...".  I finished work & off my PC arnd 7.15pm...then I tot "hmmm, if I go home now, Amsyar's probably asleep by the time I reach hm...so what diff does it make if I reach hm 1/2 hr later?  It's not everyday that Sha comes to airport & get to say Hi to me...so I shall surprise her & make her dream come tru...hopefully she'll be a lil cheered!"  So yea...dreams DO COME TRUE.  We met, we chatted, we parted (close to 1/2hr...jaaadi lah!).  Reached hm arnd 8.10pm, but I've already sms-ed Mom that I'll be hm arnd 8-ish coz Sha's coming to airport & I'm meeting her for a quick chat.

It's nice...usually when unplanned, we get to meet, but when we plan, something or the other will crop up (am sure Nikky will agree!)!  So let's see...I've a date wif Maslin this Fri.  Have a date wif Nikky end of this mth.  Will try to fit in visiting Habibi Liyah who's just given birth to another Zoha recently, hopefully can also get to see Anishar (as a married woman!) since I didn't get to attend her Nikaah.  Need to bring my Mom to visit my close colleague-cum-fren, Roshni, who has recently given birth too (my 2nd visit). Wow, my diary for May is quite packed. Hehe.

Today, the stressful phase @ work ended, so I'll be a lil relaxed from tomorrow.  So much so that I think Fri looks light, so I've taken leave (approved!).  Will go for my dental appt (been more than 6 mths!)...and go pay Hamidah Travels for the Pulau Pangkor trip.  It's nearing, 2 more wkends and that's it, I'll spend the 3rd wkend out of town!! Yeehar!

Ok...I've dusted my blog.  No more cobwebs.

PS: Sha, u look gorgeous just now.  U look early 20s btw, nothing near 40.  And...smart way of hiding your babats eh, wearing black top!